on a final note

well this will be my first and only post of the weekend *tear*. i have a friend comin to visit me from utah (sings "ive got hoes...ive got hoes...in different area codes...area codes). so im gonna show her a good time around the FREAKING BEAUTIFUL seattle area. swimmin, the festival, seattle its self. so hopefully anyone who reads this (which is apparently 2 people at this point)...will enjoy their weekend also! so until next time.......*plays exit music*

my night in verse

i have this idea
to tell my night in poem
i think itll be quite fun
to tell you now that im home
it started so simply
with a nice long cicle ride
across this hilly town
with the sun setting by my side
stole me some ballons
from the ground breaking ceramony
sucked out all the helium
and made my voice oh so funny
the i volunteered
at my local coffee shop
reaching out to teens,
cleaning and whatnot
saw me some old friends
and played some hacky sack
when it was time to go
i patted em on the back
rode home in the dark
up and down the hills
home to write my blog
sit back ya kno just chill
but now its time for sleep
gonna head to bed
turn my fan on high
and rest my weary head

kum & go

undenyable dilemas
of overwhelming demensia
walk up to the counter
its like "sir how can i help ya?"
"first dont call me sir
im only 21 one
and im lookin for you sister
it said stop in here for some fun"
"where the helld you see that
and how the helld you kno?"
"it was written on the stall
down at the kum & go...
and i thought that i should tell you
i already kno shes here.
i can hear em in the back room
laughin and a jokin
and it smells like marijuana
i think there back there tokin"
"damn it really smells
and i sprayed some fabreeze
what ever happened man
to trust worth guarntees?"
"man i couldnt tell ya
but i think im gonna bounce
i dont smoke no more
since that time i burned an ounce"
so out the door i ran
with thoughts of love i lost
or lovin i didnt get
that i should have got
either way its cool
i got better things to do
ill go back to kum & go
and look for something new


i dont kno where the hell this came from but ill take it! not really it sucks but once its done you hafta post it...otherwhys your just bein dishonest and what not.

today

oh man what a great day. work was a blast. you gotta love goin to a job and being happy about it. that makes a world of difference. espically when you get free 5 star food every time you work. thats unbeatable. then i went to the coffee shop and that rocked. prayed and then went for a bike ride with my homie rocky...well i rode he skated. and he took a fall like a freakin champ. *stands in awe* hes gonna have some gnarly scars. and im excited for tonight. i get to volunteer. yesss! lol well either way i think i should write something or think of some good questoin to ask my self...so ill probably repost in a few.

Just Like Heaven (another title by a special darlin)

from the moment we first talked
it felt like chemistry
laughin back and forth
and smiling about certian things
i cought you with silk ties
since then its just been magic
first time i saw your face
i was like damn i gotta have it
i shared with you my crackers
you shared your fantasies
they hit me in my heart
and spread like a disease
now im goin crazy
slightly ashamed to say
but every time we talk
its brightens up my day
i wanna say the things
that always make you smile
make you get those feelings
you havent had in a while
but whats a guy to do?
what can he really say?
to win a girls heart
when shes oh so far away
i guess ill keep it simple
no talk of new dimensions
but every time we talk
darlin its just like heaven

Dreaming Tree (as picked by a special darlin)

so many nights with you

talking enjoying

and wonder what if

things were different

or maybe

how wonderful things would be

if they never changed

so for a moment

underneath this tree

its just you and me

enjoying a minute

of peace

something new for you

my rhymes become convoluted
depending on my mood kid
some times so freeflowing
and sometimes oh so rooted
but poluted or diltuted
i still love making music
even though i chill
an aint smokin or really boozin
just sittin back broodin
thinking about movin
in a new direction
were things will start improvin
but when i get so goin
and really start my flowin
some on interupts me
and my anger begins showin
so i jump into slow motion
think about my emotion
what i wanna do
and is this a good motive
but like a locomotive
i keep comin and a gunnin
mcs that attack me
keep on runnin and a runnin
standin still and i start stunnin
straight turn you into stone
cause like my boy Perseus
i got madusas dome
so then i start the crackin
up on you like your the crackin
a minute ago the shit
now they call you the wackman
so i leave this at that man
while you sittin there a scratchin
all up on your dome
im just laughin and relaxin

the finer aspects of a good debate
things bounce off and begin to rotate
if things don't make sense
you start to prorate
stay strong with your beliefs
even when opponents show hate
and lets be brief
for the sake of both cases
a good argument
will slowly exfoliates
the deceptions
and reflects
of improperly held views
and things change in a second
with the arrival of news
don't be so blue
cause your wrong and you lose
he might not be right
a true man must peruse
and don't fall for that one
truth is relative
we all have relatives
and we don't get to pick
my sister is my sister
and my moms my moms
there's one constant truth
relativity is wrong
and some arguments don't belong
relativity included
there is a Total Truth
but you must consume it
an answer to your questions
you'll be in a new direction
some times its from external
some times from introspection
and don't take a single word
at its apparent worth
find that words direction
and is it worth yers?
its easy to be convinced
of lies with evidence
that have straight up been invented
or misunderstood
like darwins finch
look deeper for the meaning
of all that your believing
does it truly fit your life
or is it half misleading
and I aint tryin to be deceiving
just get people back to seeing
the truth is truly out there
but are you truly seeking?

i recently read a good article about the big bang (http://atenizo.org/evolution.htm). well its about more than the big bang but i throughly enjoyed that aspect of it. i mean how could such an unrandom thing (considering there was only constants at the begining of the universe) create such a chaotic universe where nothing works the way it should. i mean everything should have the same rotatoin logically. why doesnt it?. there should be similiar matter through out the solar system. and how would hydrogen evolve other elements....i thought elements couldnt be broken down into anything else. but if hydrogen created them all shouldnt it be found in each of the other elements. i dunno its just a little confusing. on a lighter note darwins origin of the species is good but boring. no wonder its called the most well known least read book of the last millenium. hmm....i think ill write a poem and go on a bike ride....oh wait business meeting thats right...

jbb

mhm

ive decided that ill also use this to post my poetry...every writer needs an audience so ill start here.

falling

head over heals

turning the wheels

of life

strife

causing the pain

anguish and fear

tonight

but peace

comes like s gentle breeze

freeing you from your needs

alright

good ol' darwin

i just finished reading darwins autobiography. it was honestly pretty dull and boring. but it did get me preparted to read the next 3 books on my list; the orgin of the species, the expression of the emotions in man and animals, and darwins ghost by steve jones. im more than a little curious what people think about darwin evolution as far as its validity, its implications on morals, or anything else you feel might be useful. ill post more of my comments on the books as i read them.

my first blog post

well ive never had a blog and to be honest im not overly excited. however i have tons of questions and thoughts and ideas that id love to share and find out what people have to say about them. im probably not gonna tell alot about my self in one fell swoop because i find that will most likely be a little dishonest and self glorifying but hopefully through out the tenure of this blog we can find out about each other. mostly what im curious about is morality, mortality, eithics, life, death...ya kno all the fun stuff. so hopefully i can get some good insight from others. ill leave this here as is and most likely update soon with some thoughts and questoins. so till then enjoy your days.

jbb