whooo weee

wow have i been busy. it feels like its been a year since i wrote anything on here. i guess when you do something damn near every day then stop you kind of miss it *tear*. well im back and though i might be off my near perfect mark for a week or so by november ill be back in full effect. if im not complain to management. if they dont respond dont take it personally. anyways i though i had best write something, but before i do i just wanted to thank daniel my good friend, who reads this now and then for the best birthday weekend in the history of the 2000s and perhaps before. i love you brother. i cant wait to have another sweet weekend of rockin bromance! well anyways im gonna write a poem and if im rusty sorry. and if it doesnt make sence thats ok. i have absolutly nothing in mind.

ahh thinking
of the words ive been missing
ive been writing in my head
but my fingers arnt listening
thats ok cause now
theyre with me once again
writing all these words
like a long lost friend
its easy when you do it
all of the friggin time
but its hard to put it togther
when theres nothing in mind
but ill keep on pushin
and fill in the blanks
ill add more later
but for now i gotta bank

1peter 13-25

rebellion flows in me
slowly an hot
like lava down a mountain side
i refuse to bow my head
to a man who does not know me
and has not made me who i am
you try to control me
you push to submit me
and rebel
as the man that lives in my heart
i use my freedom
as an exuse for excursions
against all the laws
and as i see them
human perversions
i refuse to submit
i demand to stand tall
the man that i am
refuses to fall
but what is this call
this echoing sound
the words that command me
to repent and bow down
to submit my self
to every human institution
to use my freedom
for a godly contribution
so god let me submit
let me repent
let serve as a bondslave
in love i get from you
let me submit to my trials
and build persaverence
to handle the treatment
of mans instutions
or often indefferance
for i have been called for this purpose
since christ suffered for me
and example to follow
for his blood let me go free
he bore my sins
his body hung upon a cross
his blood flowed for me
to pay for me an immesurable cost
im lost
so humble me
i fight
so let me be free
and use my freedom
as a bondslave for you