neked and alone

i lay here alone
missing your touch
now that its gone
it meant so very much
im neked as always
you know how i sleep
but know i stare at the ceiling
instead of hearing you breath
theres tons that ill miss
but not alot makes me sad
but stuck in this moment
theres nothing but bad
and the emotions so simple
yet hard to explain
where is the freedom
in all of the pain
neked and alone
this wont be the last time
when thinking of you
has become such a passtime
but i know ill survive
i know ill stay alive
and one day when im dressed
ill begin to thrive
but until that day
ill just sit in my home
thinking of you
neked and alone

murderer

as i slid up behind him
a twig cracks under my feat
i feel the sweat drip
and ignore my heart beat
i pull out my knife
and see who im after
a moment of hesitation
can end in disaster
i whipe of the sweat
refocus on the objective
go through my mind
and back over the checklist
i grip my knife tightly
and begin to move
by the time that i arrive
theres only one thing to do
my hand over his mouth
and my knife at his neck
i pull across quickly
before he can suspect
and just like that hes gone
the job is complete
im covered in blood
with him at my feet