grounding

ive been searching through my words
for the feeling, the emotion
but lately ive been hurt
just holding on to devotion

i never mind the struggles
and i wont bitch about the pain
but where my good things bubble
has been feeling pretty drained

i can only do for you
the things that you will let me
knowing the things your going through
they affect me directly

when i see you doubled over
eyes red, cheeks wet with tears
i help shoulder the boulder
of all those pent up years

those times your past haunts you
keeping you up through the night
in the morning i will want you
and ill tell you it will be alright

those times when i wither
feeling isolated and alone
your always in the picture
making an empty house a home

and those times when im drowning
feeling theres way to much to do
your words give me grounding
knowing we will pull it through

im sorry for my weakness
but im getting stronger in every way
and together we will beat this
lets just enjoy today