who knows....

different paces, races
looking in peoples faces
so many lives wasted
so many loves tasted
yet so often berated
and deflated
utterly confabluated
to the point that its contageious
but id be a grevious error
to try to sevor
anything or what ever
for the sake of forever
never say never
exept to earthly pleasure
weather the weather
youll feel so much better
utter temptation
total diliberatoin
thoughless confisication
of hidden udilation
that descibes our nation
so im hiding in a basement
a period of gestation
before fighting for my station
stance in life
cut beliefs like a knife
show people what is stryfe
what its like
to live at night
with fear and fright
and earthly delight
god is so right
yet you still take flight

a cross of crosses

three nails
to hands
to feet
one cross
one god
one man
one plan
one crown of thorns
countless spectators
sweat and blood mixed
the king of the jews
the giver of life
died on the cross
the death of a sinner
but he was so pure
with out him were nothing
with him we have life
he died for us
can you believe it
i cant describe it
i cant make you see it
its to marvelous for words
its to devine to describe
the sacrifce of one
for all of our lives
i really cant believe it
it weighs on my heart
i dont deserve it
i didnt earn it
its just amazing
a grace so pure
a love so deep
a god so sure
he created us to be good
reflectoins of his image
and we twisted it
distorted it to this
the world you see
the pain you feel
the heart that aches
the lives weve made
we ache for him
we need him now
its hard to admit
ill admit it to you
it takes courage to admit
that you need him
that one man
on that one cross
with three nails
one crown of thorns
countless spectators
and a soul for us all

food is good

god i thank you
for all that youve done
youve change my life
in ways i couldnt imagun
your my daily bread
my sustunance
you feed my sould
and give me strength
with out you i was weak
with you now im strong
you keep me on my feet
some times working all night long
but still i thank you jesus
for keeping me full
my stomach in my body
but even more my soul
you feed a craving
i cant describe
to say its not there
would be such a lie
i hunger for you
and i always have
the pain was a tease
like picking a scab
but with i eat
and drink and be merry
before i met you
my life was so scary
full of sarrow and strife
angery at night
now ive found you
and you are life
ill never be hungry
ill never be weak
ill never be lost
with you as my feet
keep my on my path
and keep mind and body full
and i promise every day
ill love you more and more