Day 20

Today may be a hard one. It would be easy to escape it. I must challenge myself to be stronger. To be kinder. To be more understanding and patient with my love. She is hurting, and though many things are happening much of her pain is from me and the damage I have wrought. To escape it would be cowardice and so I must face the challenge, embrace what I have done and use it as leverage to strengthen and improve myself for the future. I love her and never want to lose her. I must prove that today, and everyday.