tempted...again...

temptatoin
the anibriation
of the mind
like an aboration
from behind
you get cought
blind...sided
and become
divided
its fine
if you dont care
the inside
but when you
look for more
and temptation
comes knocking
at the door
its so hard
not to answer
should just be like
"damn her"
but what can you do
you answer
and temptation comes in
a cute little grin
maybe a bottle of booze
maybe just a box
of condims
what can you say
its hard to be like
go away
sometimes its harder to say
go ahead and stay
either way
the next day
its pain and regrets
temptation begets
temptation
espacpe begets
retaliation
but against who
against you
or myself
against life
or my health
to escape the temptation
requires
unparalled concentration
a will
and diliberation
prevention
but never retaliation
just patience
and love
and a few prayers
to my friend up above
for forgivness and strength
for hope at each day break
and maybe some guidence
so i wont make this mistake