lately

my minds been hazy
i dunno why
but i been missin my baby
so i cry
but im ok see
look i lie

i been hurtin
but not desrvin
life is lurkin
and its hurtin

i been tryin to think
but cant shake my thoughts free
i been tryin not to drink
but its hard for me
i been tryin not to blink
cause all i want is sleep

i been stuck
not givin a fuck
down on my luck
feelin like "aww shucks"

feel like my prayers
are goin unanswered
been lookin down the stairs
and lookin for a damn friend
aint been combin my hair
cause i aint got no damn ends

i been living
barely appearin
slowly gettin near in
to my wasted spirit