longing

some times i feel so lonely
i want my one and only
i know im not ready
my lifes hardly steady
but i want and pray for her
wait each day for her
i kno i need to be patient
but i have troubel wating
all in gods time
but i wish hed do things in mine
i wanna write work and read
and love her till i bleed
i kno she the one that hes made for me
thats why i wait so patiently
but i for her i long
its hard to stay strong
but ill continue to wait
for gods perfect date