her on me

as i heard his words
my ears rang with pain
the past was gone so quickly
we'd never be the same
my love turned to hate
and my patience to grief
as i sat on the phone
in utter disbelief
at first i thought it was a joke
but hes not quite that cruel
and i know its the truth
id been played for the fool
all of the fighting
should have been my first warning
the empty space in the bed
when i woke up in the morning
he said he wanted to go
but i demanded he stay
i was use to his body
at the start of every day
i was used to his word
before i went to bed
i was used to my hands
rubbing on his head
i was used to making breakfast
the start of every morning
i was used to his touch
every time i was horny
i was used to his kisses
when i was feeling down
but after his today words
all of thats gone now
tears rolled of my cheeks
and speckeled my shirt
my breath wasent coming
and all of me hurt
my stomach was in knots
i thought i was going to hurl
with a few simple words
he destroyed my whole world
my life wont be the same
i need time away
to decide what we'll do
i cant decide today
so leave me alone
till i call you again
right now were nothing
not lovers not friends