today today

what a fun day
but i write anyway
wether skys are blue
or the weather is grey
but to day it was sunny
heard something funny
the homies off to college
man what a dummy
gues thats why he goes
wants to get smarter
goes back to skool
and works so much harder
so im just an idiot
sittin back kickin it
writin some rhymes
later ill be spit it
rippin wylin
when im not writin
in freetstlyn
crazy whyte boy
no reason for cryin
spent all day out side
now im inside chillin
glass of cold water
laid back on my pillow an
thinkin bout the future
where im gonna go
how im gonna make
with so littl flow
and oh so little dough
cant get poorer than this
85 cents in the back
pockets dont get sorer than this
but im sportin some hits
still losin my focus
dont let kno one kno this
i hardly kno anything
most of its bogus
some times you get cought up
over whealmed in the moment
you dont talk about it
you dont want to show it
silence is a virtue
when truth is at steak
itll make your heart break
things you dont wanna hear
things you really cant take
but who cares whats the difference
you emotionally inefficent
profiencent in deception
defficents not an exception
its the standard today
who cares about logic
its all relative anyway
shit what can i say
there no way to convience
exept inconvience
theres no defence against you
just partial indifference
at least thats what you want
but you wont get it from me
you want what ive got?


ugg i cant think of anything else...i really need some insperation